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Thursday, December 30, 2010


i think i need some 'rehab'.meditation maybe.huhu =.='

"So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As He promises to you
He’ll always be there
To bless us with His love and His mercy coz
As He promises to you
He’ll always be there"...........i luv dis quote very much!


im in blurry mood. @_@ huhu rse cm 'ting tong' ja..h0h0 huhu mmg la LM make me suck=(((((

m00d>>>>sangat serabut!!

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

secret admire

oh gosh i know dis is crazy..but i cant stop myself being a 'woo' person..huhu actually im not. i dunno, i juz admiring him. i never see him angry which makes me so impressed with him. god i like dis chum. really! it might sound cliche but dis is da fact. crazy huh? yup, wat else 2 do. i like him (",) haha. siao liao! lol;p i've asked him once, i nver see u angry or in hatred thingy..or dun u have any angry hormone in ur body(hehe lbey kurg la..), then he said, its simple, u get nothing but a piece of crap. kalo marah pon bkn bleh settle problem pon..huhu damn he's rite. im gonna take n learn dis. btw, he's very suit with his job. God bless us!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

why 'S'

haha what is 'S' actually. I purposely didn't write it in full spelling cause I hate that word really. huhu people keep asking me 'why are u still single'...yes the 'S' word is definitely for 'single' and hell yeah i still hate it and my answer would be, 'cause i luv n hepi to be single' (ironically) of course i'm lying....most of us don't want to be single......tipulah kalo korg ckp korg suke duk single...but if u are, then u are an extraordinary person..haha lol. but sometimes my answer would be 'i like to be like oldies, biar mk bpk y plih'..haha lol..I know this might be ridiculous but…..yeah it is true – ‘sy trma ja sape2 y msk meminang sy’ huhu.. they ‘shocked!’..haha to extend of ‘this’ statement, I would like to make it as clear as crystal about this. Some of my friends did asked me about my Mr.Right I mean partner life. because they too curious why am I still single.(heh ske ati la ak nk single ke double ke…=p) am I too choosy.? Absolutely not. If I am a choosy one, then my criteria would be---à handsome man, rich man (so that he can bring me travel to Eiffel Tower..huhu I luv eiffel tower), high standard worker n again handsome and handsome and handsome..lol…(n stiap kli raya blk umah ak jek..haha) nonsense!ridiculous! (smpi ke tua la ak x kawen) because I know the probability to get all the criterias is only 1%...it’s unachievable…who I am to do so. I don’t need all that. I don't need his 'handsome'. I don't need his wealth...all I need is just he himself. The only thing that I need is a loving heart. I want a heart who can love me forever ( dunia & akhirat ) insyaAllah, amin. It is more than enough. It’s just because nobody can’t neither buy nor sell the heart. A guy who dare to make a confession that he likes me is a guy who dare to give his heart to me. (so far xde lg la y brani mngaku..haha sbb tu la duk single smpi ke tua..haha) but, we cannot force it as well. It comes naturally. Everything comes naturally, why would i be worry then.. it should be no problem if I stay single till the last because Allah knows what BEST for me. so I just let my parents choose my future husband because I believe they will choose da best for me. Plus, I do believe with what they said that “parents’ choice” is the best rather than “lady’s choice”,…hehe yet, I still can enjoy liking any guy that I want (sje syok2..thay guy bkn tau pon ak ska dia..h0h0 suke diam2 sudeh..=p) because it is natural and normal a woman like a man.. a woman like a woman that’s abnormal and forbiden. (kata2 dipetik dr pakcik Rosdi) huhu.....so,as a conclusion happy to be single. haha

Thursday, October 21, 2010

just the way you are

omg this song is amazing. I lovee this song. I was like "best giler lagu nih! I want a guy like that!" huhu this has to be the sweetest song I've ever heard! I really want a guy to dedicate this song to me someday..its beautiful! I'd be the happiest girl in the world if a guy said that to me.*lovetruck* huhu..lol


It's Saturday. Saturday reminds me about last week. My parents went for pilgrimage to mecca last Saturday. Sending them to airport is the most hate part. (huhu x suke3) they're leaving. I can't stop my teardrop to fall down. I burst into tears. I don't know why. It's just my eyes want to cry huhu...ok off with the sad part...now come to the dazzle part which is i never ever ever do this before but last Saturday i did. I've mentioned his name for the first time and his prayers as well to my mum.crazy huh?..huhu...*blushing*.....I don't know..it's just my mouth want to say that..hehe...(I hope my parents will pray the best for us)...and also my relatives' and friends' prayers because they said mecca is the holy place where our prayer would be accepted and fulfilled.huhu amin! May Allah granted us syurga jannah and obviate us from hell, amin.

**Smg my parents selamat pergi & selamat pulang, amin ^_^

Sunday, October 17, 2010


they said stress is good..it shows that your life is normal..huhu (normal ker...) i'm to0 stress of what happen around me. so many things happened. i'm merely human full of weaknesses. i HAVE TO depend on HIM. only HIM no others. cmon tasnim, bertahan!

**smg Allah bg kekuatan pd ku..huhu

Thursday, September 30, 2010

i'm counting.....

what's a title! A bit curious huh..hehe Nothing actually i'm just counting days 4 finishing my degree. huhu God bless me, i can't wait anymore. huhu cepatla abis degree. Next sem is my practical at school. I might be posting in Kulim which is not my 1st choice..huhu Just remember Allah knows what best for me. As long as i got moral support from HIM n him..=)) it should be ok. Actually i got a lot assignments to do n submit now....but i don't have heart to do it now. How i wish time could run fast now... as fast as 'that moment'. T_T. But thank u 2 Mr.Bruno Mars 4 coming on time. I love ur songs, dude! "Just the way you are" u kick me out! Hell yeah i like dis song damn much! kinda soul meditation, juz to kick my burden out 4 a while.... How i wish 'someone' could sing it for me=)) erm....how about my Mr.Right **********..haha go dreaming la cik tas oii..(mjur sgt ler klu dia nk nynyi kt ang) hahahha....well...we'll see then. hehe But i do love da video clip of dis song! Juz love it! mucho-mucho one...haha K, sambung wat keje...=p tata...

Friday, September 17, 2010

random thought

heart-rending at highest peak...=(( i can't bear dis anymore. somebody please comfort me. T_T am i born with a misery life? huhu......if only.....*sigh*...Allah knows da best. embrace me with YOUR LOVE. i do love him...........********** But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace and in this world of loneliness.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

enie menie minie more

dear blog...
EID MUBARAK to all muslims. Selamat hari raya n Maaf Zahir Batin.(^_^) everybody's talking about 'raya' n wishing for 'raya'...and me t00...but actually not....not same as usual. i feel like....hmm...melancholy something...i don't know...woebegone had covered my life this time...i feel very very dejected..huhu worst raya ever,,..huhu *i hate dis*.....i need my 'soothing thing'...********** is my soothing thing...Allah help me.....T_T

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

~Marching On~

Marchin’ On by One Republic (1R)

First of all, this song is amazing. Secondly, the video is super amazing. I love how the song is a sort of remix on the original. So basically, its the best! :D damn I love the voice, I love the melody, I love the beat, its to perfect >. This song means a lot to me, especially right now in my life…..T_T

Somehow, this song makes me tear a little at the beginning, because I can relate to it. Then, when he moves into the bridge and you hear the whole band, it sounds pretty darn beautiful :) Go 1R! Every song they make everyone can relate to it. It doesn’t matter if its happy, sad or both at the same time.. yet hopeful. erm…..Very good chill song though. And FYI, IF u feel low .........THIS SONG ISPERFECT!.(I mean nearly perfect laa..huhu) ….. life is supposed to be a challenge, it's not supposed to be easy. So, march on…

I heard this song for the first time and today and I can’t stop listening to it..(I mean I can’t stop listening to 1R songs) I've been thinking about everything they're singing about in this song lately and it’s crazy how this happens.

Anyways I get these lyrics, I mean I understand them well. Every song they make their lyrics always have a meaning. It's like a story being told in your ears but with a tune :) I can personally relate to this song.. at times when I felt like life is so hard for me, this song reminds me to be strong......Hail OneRepublic for making such a beautiful and inspirational song....this song reminds me to be strong in spite of all the hardships in life.

For those days we felt like a mistake,
Those times when love's what you hate
We keep marchin on

For those nights that I couldn't be there,
I've made it harder to know that you know
That somehow
We'll keep movin on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For all of the plans we've made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care where we've been
I'd sink us to swim
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know
We're not what we've seen

For this dance we move with each other
There ain't no other step
Than one foot
Right in front of the other

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For all of the plans we've made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care where we've been
I'd sink us to swim
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Marchin On

We'll have the days we break
And we'll have the scars to prove it
We'll have the bombs that we saved
And we'll have the heart
Not to lose it

For all of the times we fought
For all of the things I'm not

You put one foot in front of the other
We move like we ain't got no other
We go where we go we're marchin on
Marchin on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have
I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on
Right Right Right Right Left
Right Right Right Right Left
Marchin On
Marchin on

For hundredth times I love this song; heard it for the first time today and I had it on repeat for the whole day. For some reason this song gives me hope to conquer something in my life and always look forward to something pleasant. I had a multiple eargasm. But, I dunno why, some hated Timbaland's version. It’s like a cat jumped over the empire state building..hello,,squeezzee me, it’s not okey! It’s beautiful songs. Just like a completed version. Maybe EPIC song as well. Huhu…

All I can say is……I loooovveeee OneRepublic *lovestruck*.. This band is awesome. I think most of people are getting "sunk to swim" on music by justin bieber(JB). I can’t get why the bit video just has about 50 seconds by justin is to be viewed over 10 mil views only in 1 week. Otherwise , 1R's always giving to us some tracks we can say loudly "AWESOME" and their videos are no sex, seriously super-simple but that's enough to prove that without sex clip things, 1R also can sell it! You 're seeing in the video, just have only "1 scene" behind and the lights of this are simple too.. People are forgetting what real music is. They get wrapped in all this pathetic and meaningless drama and sex scandal crap that can't come close to comparing to real musicians like OneRepublic

This is exactly why they are my favorite band. They are a BAND! They don't just place drums and guitar. They play instruments!!! A true band, and true artists! OneRepublic will always be my favorite BAND! 1R makes music that isn’t like music from today..its not just about a gf or bf or cheatin n on ur bf or gf or how hot ur bf or gf is thats pretty much what music is today its club hits and dance music..yah lady gaga does make big hit and I believe she is a musical genius but 1R music is so different its wholesome and makes u feel good it has meaning behind it.

1R can really create good music! this song blows your mind away. I'm so proud of these guys and Ryan Tedder is one of the few real talented people these days! (“,) 1R know how to hit those notes that give you that little ache in your chest and lump in your throat. So emotional and haunting, love it! 1R is damn genius. And who cares if others don't recognize 1R, we'll just spread the word and wake up all those drones who like the crappy auto tuned, soulless music that never should have even been made. Otherwise lets march on (: let's lead some others along the way too.

Wow…what a long post! Haha..am I promoting one republic? erm….explicitly no, implicitly yezzaa..haha no u guys can’t imagine how I feel it. Huhu Hanya tuhan y tau..h0h0 They’re just Rock My Socks ;) One Republic Are Amazing:D

OneRepublic - like no other. it just SCREAMS original!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

Reasons to smile=)

The night walk,
the late coffee,
the prayers as they could be.
Contentment of one that seek
the meaning of life in it.

Ramadhan Kareem.

For the chance to pray,
for the urge to sahur,
for the time to recite Quran,
for the fasting time,
for the tarawikh
and more to come,
I thank You, the Most Merciful.
Thank You Allah

huhu...just random thoughts. why am i lately talking like a poet. what i am? a laureate..haha absolutely nope! i don't know. lately i'm just freaked out. all i want to do is just go home. meet my parents, my siblings..so we can sahur n break the fast together. oh i'm so darn to be at home.T_T i miss my family ^_^ huhu

*****gambar hiasan semata-mata..hee=)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Drops of favourite thoughts.

From the pages of unknown numbers to the first (second) new found page.

Hello life, I am back.
To share but not to reveal.
To give but not showing.

Life has been busy, but things keep me going.
Ups and downs, laughs and tears.
Lost some, found another.
Pick a moment of your most favourite,
cherish it while you still have time.
I am doing the best that I can.
Not too bad.
Living with things to ponder,
mistakes to be taken as reminders,
hopes of having tomorrow as a better place
to be.

Happy Ramadhan to you and you.

Have a blast one!

Friday, April 30, 2010


Tasnim is in happy mode.for not big reason i felt happy today......keep smiling and smiling and smiling =] *grinn. maybe because today is friday aka 'sayyidul ayyam' (if i not mistaken laa sbb da lme tgl bhsa arab..hehe) urm maybe because i've received a calling from my parents this morning. i miss 'em sooo much.(God bless 'em) or maybe i got another reason to be happy too.errr maybe because of ********* too.i feel excited whenever ********* appears.maybe it's my 'soothing' thing.haha.....or maybe....i had a huge crush on *********.huhu did i??madness comes again.. lol XD

U know i am random
Hahaha ~.~

Thursday, April 29, 2010

it's crapping again

I must have been very much disturbed now
to suddenly thinking of what i'm supposedly not
Once again i feel like.....

how do they do that?? *still wondering yet impressing

do what??eheh...playing piano (^_^)

sometimes i was like

how come people good (i mean very very good) at playing piano
very impressive (two thumbs up!)
i do fall in love with people who can play piano
i don't know why
i just like it

heh crazy..lol xD

Friday, April 16, 2010

Orbiting train of thoughts

sometimes in life you wish for things you don't deserve.

and when you can have it, do you take it right away?
or will you pause, let go, and try to earn it back instead?
*let's ponder

thanks to One Republic for creating this(below) song.......*lovestuck~~
i love this song....deep meaning though! huhu..

by One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no,
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God,
amazing how we got this far

It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Seen it Straight to go
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away (x2)

***everybody's not perfect...let bygone be bygone...
***life's about changing.....
***so, strive 4 ur life, try ur best n let ALLAH do da rest (^_^)

p/s: huhu...juz being like a piece of crap dikala musim exam..eheh

Sunday, April 11, 2010

~h0ping f0r HIS bLessing~

Assalamualaikum, dear my blog n bloggers……..

Hola, bonjour, your beautiful young lady has been disappeared for a very very long time, kinda miss her huh?? yeah I knew it! =P..kui3

Just as how you guys have expected again, another long hiatus. Well, my sincerest apologies that this misery isn't going to end as I won't find myself updating in awhile. Thanks for all those daily hits anyway, you know who you stalkers are, and I really do appreciate them.

All those silly-silly things had huddled my life. Hell yes I’m freaking out myself doing those sucky things. Pheww! Thank god it’s over.

Cut down TT(talking time) No chattering(for the sake of saving times…h0h0)I mean for the time being la…so here’s a brief update of my pretty dull life since the last post.

I won’t tell u’l da whole stories word by word instead let the pictures tell u everythings..*winks! As they said pictures speak thousands words. So here u g0 :-

[ attending TOT (training of trainers) at KTD ]

[ attending Atiyah's engagement day ]

[ enjoying ourselves at Lost World Tambun ]

[ attending Farhah's wedding at Bagan Serai ]

[ visiting toy museum at Batu Feringgi ]

[ attending Asma's wedding ]

[ sight-seeing at i-city wif tiyah ]

[ SUKAD at USM Kubang Kerian ]

[ SUKAD - FH team netball at HUSM ]

[ attending NADWAH Zon Utara ]

[ doing microteaching ~ 8kali kot rakaman..huhu ]

[ involving in workshop writing module for Sabahan 1st Phase ]

[ watching teater "Cintaku Bersujud lagi" (not on purpose..huhu) at Dewan Budaya ]

[ attending kinda 'rehabilitation' WISE by my beloved murabbi Ust Abd Hadi ]

*photo taken from zubet's photos. tq 2 him^_~

[ attending interview for international practicum ]

[ attending khalida's bro's wedding known as MUABO..huhu]

*misi utama-nk jmp khlida jek sbnye..hee

[ attending TESOL post-graduate Colloquium ]

*saje p amek smngt utk bt master nt..hihi ^_^

[ involving in writing module for Sabahan....again..haihh..2nd phase plok ]

* nsb bek mkn sedap spnjg workshop nih...ngeh3=p

[ teaching tuition every weekend for lower secondary school ]

*huhu..penat dowh....T_T

******can u imagine my every weekends within 16 weeks full with dis xtivities...^rolling eyes^..


------------>i can't imagine IF all dis my full-xtivities-weekends didn't get any blessing or values from HIM..it's nothing....huhu na'uzubillah

......How bloody frustrated I am......='(


"O Allah, do forgives me, forgives my parents, forgives my family n all muslimin wal muslimat, Amin."

Thursday, January 28, 2010

I like dis....

but dis is wat i like most.....

Definitely, we can't live without HIM...

O Allah The Almighty, please guide us n show us the true path ^^,

May Allah bless us..amin!