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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

H1N1 influence!!

This virus spreads so fast!!

As of June 30, 2009 there were 144 H1N1 cases in our country, including 17 locally transmitted cases. THE Dewan Rakyat is expected to debate an emergency motion on the Influenza A (H1N1) outbreak and the appropriate measures taken... (yeah definitely they should!....c'mon quickly do something lah...jgn asyik debate jerk x sudah2..huhu)

O Allah, my Lord!

Save myself...

Hope my family and friends are fine, healthy. I will always pray to them. :D

I will take care of myself too :D

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

As time goes on..

It has been awhile…

Mood swings are inevitable. I would be lying if I were to say that I've never experienced it. There are series of ups and downs, which I presume you are able to see that some posts are about some crazy stuff and some are just downright depressing. Inconsistency. The day officially wraps up with some reflections. Words, thoughts, actions ; they linger in my mind.

I realize that I depend on Him a whole lot. In whatever I do, in whatever I accomplish, I really depend on Him. But sometimes, my dependency on Him becomes so mundane and I don't see the significance of it. I admit, I've been struggling with my past (and also present) about actions that I have done which have hurt Him and also myself. Taking things for granted, skipping devotions/prayer time because I was just too occupied with my own stuff. The exhaustion. Days turn to weeks. Weeks changed into months.

The connection was lost. I wanted to get closer to Him, but my past actions have hindered me from doing so - the guilt, the shame. I was only a speck of dust. I envied those whom He saw as gold. I envied those who had continuous relationship with Him, while my relationship was on and off. Everything became so familiar, and I got sick of it...**sigh**

Everyone is about dreaming of heaven(jannatul firdausi). Everyone could enter it.

I've always wondered whether I'll go to hell(neraka jahanam) some day..huhu (T_T) na'uzubillahiminzalik.... My worthlessness. My vulnerability. My shame. I'm always stuck with predicaments that disrupt my relationship with Him. Who else could I blame? None other than myself. And this, again, adds salt to the wound.

I felt rotten. Inside. Brokenness, which will haunt me so long as I exist.

Does God play favoritism?
I can't help but succumb to human flaws. Living in this superficial world, blinded and misled. All we like sheep, have gone astray, each of us turning our own separate way. Believing the lies which are planted deeply in our minds.

God isn't fair,
but He is just. He might give you various talents. But if you are gifted with two talents, He expects two from you. If He gives you six, then He expects six from you.

I'm facing lots of calamities. Just that the impact is aggravated with this myriad of feelings. It has been many years that we've continued to stay strong. There were times I felt jaded that I didn't want to give anymore. There were also times where I convinced myself to bounce back by Faith.

Faith is simple but rather complicated. This may be an oxymoron, but Faith is what carries me through. Being realistic is a barrier to shield yourself from hurt and disappointment. The world is full of pessimism. So, realism equals to pessimism.Put our trust to HIM n have faith in HIM.

I still hate the fact that my flesh is weak...(Kudrat ku tiada terdaya...). Afterall, I'm merely human. If God embraces it, why can't I? Allahuakbar...Allah The Almighty!

Everything will be fine........

Last words, live life to the fullest. Be sure to grab hold our life mission.

The Ultimate Joy********MARDHATILLAH*********

"Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir".(Surah: Al-Baqara, Verse #: 286 )

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Foods That Represent Your Organs.. SubhanAllah..

to make us ponder upon HIS creatures....
ALLAH The Most Gracious n ALL Knower..

A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and YES science now shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.
A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food.

Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows that grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food.

A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds are on the nut just like the neo-cortex. We now know that walnuts help develop over 3 dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function.

Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys.

Celery, Bok Choy, Rhubarb and more look just like bones. These foods specifically target bone strength. Bones are 23% sodium and these foods are 23% sodium. If you don't have enough sodium in your diet the body pulls it from the bones, making them weak. These foods replenish the skeletal needs of the body.

Eggplant, Avocadoes and Pears target the health and function of the womb and cervix of the female - they look just like these organs. Today's research shows that when a woman eats 1 avocado a week, it balances hormones, sheds unwanted birth weight and prevents cervical cancers. And how profound is this?.... It takes exactly 9 months to grow an avocado from blossom to ripened fruit. There are over 14,000 photolytic chemical constituents of nutrition in each one of these foods (modern science has only studied and named about 141 of them).

Figs are full of seeds and hang in twos when they grow. Figs increase the motility of male sperm and increase the numbers of sperm as well to overcome male sterility.

Sweet Potatoes look like the pancreas and actually balance the glycemic index of diabetics.

Olives assist the health and function of the ovaries.

Grapefruits, Oranges, and other Citrus fruits look just like the mammary glands of the female and actually assist the health of the breasts and the movement of lymph in and out of the breasts.

Onions look like body cells. Today's research shows that onions help clear waste materials from all of the body cells They even produce tears which wash the epithelial layers of the eyes.

sumber : fradzar blog

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

kepada Yang Berkenaan..

due to ur request, dis is for u...hee (^_~)..
khas utk mereka y da married n those who will be...

**rsnye bergune utk asma' n abg mexico jgk kot.....haha..*LOL*

~~sELaMaT mEmBaCa~~


1. Cium tangan suami dan dahi isteri setiap kali sebelum berpisah ke tempat kerja masing-masing.

2. Jika berpisah lebih dari sehari seperti untuk tugasan luar daerah, tambah rutin harian tadi dengan pelukan dan ciuman di bibir.

3. Walau sesibuk mana sekali pun, luangkan masa untuk menelefon pasangan sekurang-kurangnya sekali walau sekadar untuk bertanya apa yang sedang dilakukan.

4. Sentiasa ucapkan kata-kata sayang seperti I love you sepenuh hati sebelum keluar kemana-mana, menamatkan perbualan di telefon dan sebelum tidur.

5. Sentiasa mencari peluang untuk makan tengah hari bersama kerana pastinya ia tiada gangguan anak-anak jika pada hari berkerja.

6. Amalkan bertanya apa yang berlaku sepanjang hari selepas pulang dari kerja sebagai tanda mengambil berat dan memberi peluang pasangan meluahkan perasaan.

7. Luangkan masa untuk berbual tentang apa sahaja dari isu rumah tangga hinggalah politik semasa sebelum tidur.

8. Mudah berbaik jika berlaku sebarang pertelingkahan, jangan biar berlarutan walau untuk satu jam sekali pun apatah lagi berhari-hari.

9. Temani pasangan semasa menonton rancangan kegemaran mereka walau sambil membaca akhbar misalnya kerana apa yang penting ada berada disisi.

10. Jangan sesekali berpisah tempat tidur walau anak sudah berderet atau usia sudah meningkat kerana ia adalah salah satu amalan penting untuk mengeratkan kasih sayang.

11. Amalkan sembahyang berjemaah semasa di rumah, berdoa bersama serta bersalam-salaman selepasnya.

12. Biasakan bergilir gelas atau pinggan semasa makan serta tidak segan atau geli untuk menghabiskan makanan atau minuman isteri atau suami.

13. Sesekali buatlah kejutan seperti membeli hadiah atau kad untuk peristiwa tertentu, memakai pakaian dalam yang seksi atau apa sahaja yang anda tahu pasangan pasti menyukainya.

14. Senda gurau dalam rumah tangga amat penting, ceritalah sesuatu yang kelakar, teka teki atau apa sahaja yang membolehkan anda ketawa bersama.

15. Sentiasa kenang pengorbanan masing-masing seperti susah payah isteri melahirkan anak dan suami yang berkerja keras menyara keluarga.

16. Sesekali tukar gaya penampilan agar ada kelainan serta untuk mengelakkan pasangan merasa jemu.

17. Apa sahaja masalah yang timbul, berterus terang dan berbincang bersama untuk menyelesaikannya.

18. Sentiasa menyimpan tekad untuk menjadi suami/isteri yang baik dalam rumah tangga bahagia kerana fikiran positif akan memudahkan anda mencapai matlamat tersebut.

19. Jika amalan-amalan di atas tidak pernah dilakukan sehingga anda membacanya hari ini, jadikanlah ia sebagai titik permulaan untuk melakukannya tanpa rasa ragu dan malu.

***Rumahku Syurgaku***Home Sweet Home***

Saturday, June 13, 2009

dear diary..........

tick tock tick tock,

it's come again...... time for stress-fulled-insomia-constipated-mood swings-insanity and disorientedness m00ds'..eheh.. (imagine pms 100x more)....lol~~~

gosh~~damn bored!!! school break just ended..my little brother (who's going to sit for PMR examination) went back to school yesterday so my little sister as well (she's going to matriculation in pahang..huhu..tata nati..wish u all the best).....here i am..alone..lonely..n all those freaky stuff..eheh like bsb said~~"Loneliness is tragical" (is it???)..heh..whatever....

oh boy!......i'm here just counting my days..........huu....uwaaaa....=`(

just for my pleasure of eyes........(^_^)

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

It's now june..

oleh sbb ats permintaan (dan juga desakan beliau..lol) tuan empunya dri..i make dis post khas 4 her......know why????
because today is a special day for her.....hari y mnyebabkan beliau makin tua dn perlu me'matured'kn dri beliau..kuang3...so,
cut it short, HEPI BESDAY to my beautiful lady NASYRAH BAKRI ( single lg...sape berminat do contct me yarr...ngeh3...=P)

utk mklmt lanjut : 0194742575 ( bergayut smpai putus tinga ) ,

d/a : no 34, perkampungan tunjung,02400 beseri, perlis (kpd y berminat bolehla nta rombongn meminang sbyk mgkin)...h0h0

Selamat Hari Lahir..sweet22 n barakallahufiki...smg hidupmu sntsa d berkatiNYA..smg pjg umur n murah rezeki(^_~)