option

dear myself, dont be sad if u are an option. my lecturer used to say, "you have a lot of choices but u dont have choice actually"..huhu thats what life is all about. well, somehow no one prefers to be an option.perhaps, enough is enough. im tired of feeling bad.really=(( i'd rather feel nothing.its better, way easier as well.and i think my heart knows things that my mind cant explain.huhu (T_T) the thing is, im frustrated. frustrated to myself. hopefully this is not a bad sign.='(

courtesy

i do envy with dis person. dis person is very polite person. dis person had such good attitude. make me hanker for a person like dis. god...only YOU know. T_T (baguihnya la dia nih...leh jatuh hati ak..haha)

****readerspleaseignorethispost.crazyone.lol****

written in the stars

gosh dis song stuck in my head.i luv da song.'written in the stars' reminds my upbringing.huhu yeah dis song is basically telling u dat ur future is written in the stars so keep fighting for it n will come to u someday (of course our fate is already written by HIM) but 1 thing that make me keen on about dis song is he(da singer) did mentioning how money makes people go evil n change in a very bad way. everyone has dream to chase for money, but eventually money leads us no where which is totally utterly true. people gone crazy.damn! enjoy da song though.

"Oh Written In The Stars

A Million Miles Away

A Message To The Main

Ooooh

Seasons Come And Go

But I Will Never Change

And I'm On My Way"

-by Tinie Tempah ft Eric Tuner

im merely human.*seek HIS forgiveness* T_T

finally,

i get my life back..i officially ended my degree life. April 15 is independence day 4 me(is it?..lets just pretend..haha).huhu freedom is finally in my hands but it doesnt taste as sweet as i imagined. i dont why. i was like....eh abih dah blja?huhu..deng! but the 'kids' (refer 2 my students) do touched me deeply. seriously. i was so touched by them. though they a bit naughty but they do know how 2 appreciate people. God bless 'em! i'm speechless bcoz i do nothing but they gave me something which i do feel like...oh dear..dis is sooo sweet...*love* n now i feel awkward bcoz today is monday but im not in school anymore...huhu..deng...missing my students much!x0x0 T_T

thank you Allah

hari ini saya sangat gembira, gembira yang tak terkata (btol ke ayt ak nih..huhu) sebab rezeki saya sangat murah hari ini. pagi, cikgu sekolah belanja makan pagi. tengahari, pelajar belanja makan tengahari, malam, kawan saya pula belanja.....(err..knp ak rs cam pelik jerk ayat bm ak..aduss..sori lerr kwn2..paper bm ak B+ jerk.haha) xkisah lah. jnji ak hepi arini.haha terharu pon ade. syukur alhamdulillah.^_^ *say ur prayer*

'i have a dream'

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mile....

(make me ponder..HE never leave me behind...huhu *astaghfirullahalazim*)

tense

okey. enough is enough. these people drive me crazy. sape2 tlg bg ak kawen skng jgk. ptutnye kne kawen dulu sblm msuk practical.huhu.damn!

bizzare

today a student came 2 me...all of sudden, she pinches me on the cheek...god im shocked! i was like.....errr....okey...n then she said, teacher u r sooo cute! geram sy tgok (god she's a les or wat..haha)....in front of da public okey...huhu so scary..(pelik2 bdk sek nih..huhu)