Tuesday, June 30, 2009
H1N1 influence!!
As of June 30, 2009 there were 144 H1N1 cases in our country, including 17 locally transmitted cases. THE Dewan Rakyat is expected to debate an emergency motion on the Influenza A (H1N1) outbreak and the appropriate measures taken... (yeah definitely they should!....c'mon quickly do something lah...jgn asyik debate jerk x sudah2..huhu)
O Allah, my Lord!
Save myself...
Hope my family and friends are fine, healthy. I will always pray to them. :D
I will take care of myself too :D
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
As time goes on..
Mood swings are inevitable. I would be lying if I were to say that I've never experienced it. There are series of ups and downs, which I presume you are able to see that some posts are about some crazy stuff and some are just downright depressing. Inconsistency. The day officially wraps up with some reflections. Words, thoughts, actions ; they linger in my mind.
I realize that I depend on Him a whole lot. In whatever I do, in whatever I accomplish, I really depend on Him. But sometimes, my dependency on Him becomes so mundane and I don't see the significance of it. I admit, I've been struggling with my past (and also present) about actions that I have done which have hurt Him and also myself. Taking things for granted, skipping devotions/prayer time because I was just too occupied with my own stuff. The exhaustion. Days turn to weeks. Weeks changed into months.
The connection was lost. I wanted to get closer to Him, but my past actions have hindered me from doing so - the guilt, the shame. I was only a speck of dust. I envied those whom He saw as gold. I envied those who had continuous relationship with Him, while my relationship was on and off. Everything became so familiar, and I got sick of it...**sigh**
but.......................
I've always wondered whether I'll go to hell(neraka jahanam) some day..huhu (T_T) na'uzubillahiminzalik.... My worthlessness. My vulnerability. My shame. I'm always stuck with predicaments that disrupt my relationship with Him. Who else could I blame? None other than myself. And this, again, adds salt to the wound.
I felt rotten. Inside. Brokenness, which will haunt me so long as I exist.
Does God play favoritism?
I can't help but succumb to human flaws. Living in this superficial world, blinded and misled. All we like sheep, have gone astray, each of us turning our own separate way. Believing the lies which are planted deeply in our minds.
God isn't fair,
but He is just. He might give you various talents. But if you are gifted with two talents, He expects two from you. If He gives you six, then He expects six from you.
I'm facing lots of calamities. Just that the impact is aggravated with this myriad of feelings. It has been many years that we've continued to stay strong. There were times I felt jaded that I didn't want to give anymore. There were also times where I convinced myself to bounce back by Faith.
Faith is simple but rather complicated. This may be an oxymoron, but Faith is what carries me through. Being realistic is a barrier to shield yourself from hurt and disappointment. The world is full of pessimism. So, realism equals to pessimism.Put our trust to HIM n have faith in HIM.
I still hate the fact that my flesh is weak...(Kudrat ku tiada terdaya...). Afterall, I'm merely human. If God embraces it, why can't I? Allahuakbar...Allah The Almighty!
Last words, live life to the fullest. Be sure to grab hold our life mission.
"Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir".(Surah: Al-Baqara, Verse #: 286 )
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Foods That Represent Your Organs.. SubhanAllah..
ALLAH The Most Gracious n ALL Knower..
A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and YES science now shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.
Eggplant, Avocadoes and Pears target the health and function of the womb and cervix of the female - they look just like these organs. Today's research shows that when a woman eats 1 avocado a week, it balances hormones, sheds unwanted birth weight and prevents cervical cancers. And how profound is this?.... It takes exactly 9 months to grow an avocado from blossom to ripened fruit. There are over 14,000 photolytic chemical constituents of nutrition in each one of these foods (modern science has only studied and named about 141 of them).
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
kepada Yang Berkenaan..
due to ur request, dis is for u...hee (^_~)..
khas utk mereka y da married n those who will be...
**rsnye bergune utk asma' n abg mexico jgk kot.....haha..*LOL*
TIPS CINTA SUAMI ISTERI
1. Cium tangan suami dan dahi isteri setiap kali sebelum berpisah ke tempat kerja masing-masing.
2. Jika berpisah lebih dari sehari seperti untuk tugasan luar daerah, tambah rutin harian tadi dengan pelukan dan ciuman di bibir.
3. Walau sesibuk mana sekali pun, luangkan masa untuk menelefon pasangan sekurang-kurangnya sekali walau sekadar untuk bertanya apa yang sedang dilakukan.
4. Sentiasa ucapkan kata-kata sayang seperti I love you sepenuh hati sebelum keluar kemana-mana, menamatkan perbualan di telefon dan sebelum tidur.
5. Sentiasa mencari peluang untuk makan tengah hari bersama kerana pastinya ia tiada gangguan anak-anak jika pada hari berkerja.
6. Amalkan bertanya apa yang berlaku sepanjang hari selepas pulang dari kerja sebagai tanda mengambil berat dan memberi peluang pasangan meluahkan perasaan.
7. Luangkan masa untuk berbual tentang apa sahaja dari isu rumah tangga hinggalah politik semasa sebelum tidur.
8. Mudah berbaik jika berlaku sebarang pertelingkahan, jangan biar berlarutan walau untuk satu jam sekali pun apatah lagi berhari-hari.
9. Temani pasangan semasa menonton rancangan kegemaran mereka walau sambil membaca akhbar misalnya kerana apa yang penting ada berada disisi.
10. Jangan sesekali berpisah tempat tidur walau anak sudah berderet atau usia sudah meningkat kerana ia adalah salah satu amalan penting untuk mengeratkan kasih sayang.
11. Amalkan sembahyang berjemaah semasa di rumah, berdoa bersama serta bersalam-salaman selepasnya.
12. Biasakan bergilir gelas atau pinggan semasa makan serta tidak segan atau geli untuk menghabiskan makanan atau minuman isteri atau suami.
13. Sesekali buatlah kejutan seperti membeli hadiah atau kad untuk peristiwa tertentu, memakai pakaian dalam yang seksi atau apa sahaja yang anda tahu pasangan pasti menyukainya.
14. Senda gurau dalam rumah tangga amat penting, ceritalah sesuatu yang kelakar, teka teki atau apa sahaja yang membolehkan anda ketawa bersama.
15. Sentiasa kenang pengorbanan masing-masing seperti susah payah isteri melahirkan anak dan suami yang berkerja keras menyara keluarga.
16. Sesekali tukar gaya penampilan agar ada kelainan serta untuk mengelakkan pasangan merasa jemu.
17. Apa sahaja masalah yang timbul, berterus terang dan berbincang bersama untuk menyelesaikannya.
18. Sentiasa menyimpan tekad untuk menjadi suami/isteri yang baik dalam rumah tangga bahagia kerana fikiran positif akan memudahkan anda mencapai matlamat tersebut.
19. Jika amalan-amalan di atas tidak pernah dilakukan sehingga anda membacanya hari ini, jadikanlah ia sebagai titik permulaan untuk melakukannya tanpa rasa ragu dan malu.
***Rumahku Syurgaku***Home Sweet Home***
Saturday, June 13, 2009
dear diary..........
tick tock tick tock,
it's come again...... time for stress-fulled-insomia-constipated-mood swings-insanity and disorientedness m00ds'..eheh.. (imagine pms 100x more)....lol~~~
gosh~~damn bored!!! school break just ended..my little brother (who's going to sit for PMR examination) went back to school yesterday so my little sister as well (she's going to matriculation in pahang..huhu..tata nati..wish u all the best).....here i am..alone..lonely..n all those freaky stuff..eheh like bsb said~~"Loneliness is tragical" (is it???)..heh..whatever....
oh boy!......i'm here just counting my days..........huu....uwaaaa....=`(
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
It's now june..
because today is a special day for her.....hari y mnyebabkan beliau makin tua dn perlu me'matured'kn dri beliau..kuang3...so, cut it short, HEPI BESDAY to my beautiful lady NASYRAH BAKRI ( single lg...sape berminat do contct me yarr...ngeh3...=P)
utk mklmt lanjut : 0194742575 ( bergayut smpai putus tinga ) ,
d/a : no 34, perkampungan tunjung,02400 beseri, perlis (kpd y berminat bolehla nta rombongn meminang sbyk mgkin)...h0h0
Selamat Hari Lahir..sweet22 n barakallahufiki...smg hidupmu sntsa d berkatiNYA..smg pjg umur n murah rezeki(^_~)