~h0ping f0r HIS bLessing~

Assalamualaikum, dear my blog n bloggers……..

Hola, bonjour, your beautiful young lady has been disappeared for a very very long time, kinda miss her huh?? yeah I knew it! =P..kui3

Just as how you guys have expected again, another long hiatus. Well, my sincerest apologies that this misery isn't going to end as I won't find myself updating in awhile. Thanks for all those daily hits anyway, you know who you stalkers are, and I really do appreciate them.

All those silly-silly things had huddled my life. Hell yes I’m freaking out myself doing those sucky things. Pheww! Thank god it’s over.

Cut down TT(talking time) No chattering(for the sake of saving times…h0h0)I mean for the time being la…so here’s a brief update of my pretty dull life since the last post.

I won’t tell u’l da whole stories word by word instead let the pictures tell u everythings..*winks! As they said pictures speak thousands words. So here u g0 :-

[ attending TOT (training of trainers) at KTD ]

[ attending Atiyah's engagement day ]

[ enjoying ourselves at Lost World Tambun ]

[ attending Farhah's wedding at Bagan Serai ]

[ visiting toy museum at Batu Feringgi ]

[ attending Asma's wedding ]

[ sight-seeing at i-city wif tiyah ]

[ SUKAD at USM Kubang Kerian ]

[ SUKAD - FH team netball at HUSM ]

[ attending NADWAH Zon Utara ]

[ doing microteaching ~ 8kali kot rakaman..huhu ]

[ involving in workshop writing module for Sabahan 1st Phase ]

[ watching teater "Cintaku Bersujud lagi" (not on purpose..huhu) at Dewan Budaya ]

[ attending kinda 'rehabilitation' WISE by my beloved murabbi Ust Abd Hadi ]

*photo taken from zubet's photos. tq 2 him^_~

[ attending interview for international practicum ]

[ attending khalida's bro's wedding known as MUABO..huhu]

*misi utama-nk jmp khlida jek sbnye..hee

[ attending TESOL post-graduate Colloquium ]

*saje p amek smngt utk bt master nt..hihi ^_^

[ involving in writing module for Sabahan....again..haihh..2nd phase plok ]

* nsb bek mkn sedap spnjg workshop nih...ngeh3=p

[ teaching tuition every weekend for lower secondary school ]

*huhu..penat dowh....T_T

******can u imagine my every weekends within 16 weeks full with dis xtivities...^rolling eyes^..

BUT.....

------------>i can't imagine IF all dis my full-xtivities-weekends didn't get any blessing or values from HIM..it's nothing....huhu na'uzubillah

......How bloody frustrated I am......='(

*dumps*dumps*dumps

"O Allah, do forgives me, forgives my parents, forgives my family n all muslimin wal muslimat, Amin."

I like dis....



but dis is wat i like most.....



Definitely, we can't live without HIM...

O Allah The Almighty, please guide us n show us the true path ^^,

May Allah bless us..amin!

typical of me

dun know wat 2 say..
i was like..why r u so kind 2 me...
it was like a delusion..
oh god im losing my mind...huhu
knp lah dia baek sgt...
kalo baek, baek sgt...kalo y cm taik tuh..huhu tuhan sja tau.
Smg Allah melindungi mereka2 y baek.(T_T)
Its hard to deal with da pain of losing sumbdy! coz wat hurts da most is being so close.

i luv my family (^_^)
*ali izzat not in pic

p/s : cmon tasnim caiyok3..aja2 fightng 4 my last paper next week.

strugle 4 my multimedia paper

'Soulfood'

Renung2kan dan selamat ber'exam' hehe....(~_^) x0x0~~ Bittaufiq wannajah.

morale down ~~

Directionless lives ; nowhere to go.

I don’t know why….I’m just feel that my morale is down…*sigh* I just feel tired. Too tired of every thing happen around me. I'm feeling low, today. Because I feel like a piece of crap. And everything around me seems invisible and transparent. I'm so oblivious to the obvious because I can't see. Too overwhelmed. I don't want to feel, because I refuse to give my emotions and impulsive thoughts a stronghold in my mind. I still can't get used to it.

O Allah, gives me strength…

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.

1. In the Name of Allâh, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

2. All the praises and thanks be to Allâh, the Lord of the 'Alamîn (mankind, jinns and all that exists).

3. The Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

4. The Only Owner (and the Only Ruling Judge) of the Day of Recompense (i.e. the Day of Resurrection)

5. You (Alone) we worship, and You (Alone) we ask for help (for each and everything).

6. Guide us to the Straight Way

7. The Way of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace, not (the way) of those who earned Your Anger (such as the Jews), nor of those who went astray (such as the Christians).

It's just a game (^_~)

Just a few, short, padat dan ringkas post...huhu
I'm leaving this fake world for Allah's sake.
I got netball tournament OPEN UITM at Uitm Seri Iskandar, Perak this weekend, 17hb-18hb Oct.
Do pray for me yar..
I’m trying my Best..heh ( supposedly la...h0h0 )
All the best to my fellas...cayok3 guys!

Of course it's only a game meh....huhu...c'mon usm we do our best..yeahhh!!( wlaupon kte kalah ngn johan masum, UM aritu..hehe....wish y'all best of luck!)

wHaT A Relief!

It’s been a long, hectic, exhausting week for me after the Hari Raya break.

Mentally, emotionally, physically. I didn’t think I would be this drained.

Even in my sleep, I am not in peace! I’m plagued by dreams,way, only to have them plunge me back into harsh reality when my alarm starts ringing.

Quiz, assignments, presentations, final reports..argghh…I never knew my brain can work this hard.

And now, what a relief, I’m free from those sucky things before the bloody hell final exams appear soon. Aaaaa…I don’t want to talk about it! Let’s skip it!

Last night, is our freedom night. All the TESOLians should clap your hands for our work done..*lol*.

Not really in uber mood in talking too much.

Just showing you guys some nice pics during lantern festival at USM. We’re having our great time there.

Yeah!

a nite in da lite.......yippe!

nice shot! Credit to me..ahaks *winks*

Attention to------>

Ex-Matrian GenX (^_~)



: PERHATIAN :

Kpd semua genX (SPM'04,,puteri), sape yang nk pegi PLM jamuan raya kt PUTRA PALACE tu sila buat confirmation kt saya ataupon Mrs. Sumaiyah Adzahar aka 249 di talian 0195122439..hehe..jgn mare=p





Jemputlah datang beraya......('',)

why??....knp lah..@#$%

i know i might be a bit churlish....but..why is it always like this.........
aaaaaarrrgghhhhhhhh*banghead*(100xtimes)huhu~~~

Good News -------> celebrating Hari raya with my family *yeay!!!*(~_^)
Bad News --------> our 1st syawal is on monday......................yup..meaning we're celebrating hari
raya a day after malaysians celebrate it (s**k!!)

hahahaa...Selamat Berpuasa ler to all Bruneians sok:l*straight face* heh... n Selamat Hari Raya to all Malaysians........x@#*at wits 'end*

aaaaaaaaaa......=(=(=(=(....(continue banghead!!)dushh333xx

What a releASe..

At last, i'm home now. Another long hiatus, huh..haha..sorry for that. After stunted by all freaky stuff, i think my ramadhan is a bit 'lose'..huhu All those sucky things keeps me busy with 'hal duniawi'..eheh..*sigh*

Ermm..for the time being, i don't feel like blogging, friendstering, facebooking or what so ever...i just wanna rest...rest, rest n rest *big smile*....(learn to appreciate my time=))...but don't worry i'll be back asap..*rehab*

i bet u guys must be in raya mood...so am i...so, di kesempatan ini, i would like to wish all of u a Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir Batin. Salah & silap harap dimaafkan. (Best kan raye, leh makan kueh raya banyak2..hahaha)

so, enjoy your raya k!

Water Droplet

Huhu...
its still raining heavily outside. No wandering.
so, terpakse la berhibernasi kt bilik..*lol* haha
sejuknyeee...grrr....2 ari pose 2 ari ujan.
unfortunately i got sorethroat...arghhh..geramnyee...
dr smlm batuk x henti..gosh! i can't even sleep..
badan agk panas..(but pliz don't ever to think its h1n1)huhu..
mybe only light fever..*wink*
my fren said i'm too obstinate 4 not taking da medicine last nite.. (yeke..xdela degil sgt cme malas nk pkr, biar la dia baik sndri)
but still....i hate dis condition..it makes me uncomfortable..

oh god help me.T_T

Hope feel better soon!

Do pray 4 me yar..tenkiu2(^_^)


(musim berhibernasi lam bilik..huhu)

It's come again

1 Ramadhan,
the most unwaited moment. I do always pray for my healthiness so i can meet again this fasting month. It's raining today perhaps the world were also welcoming dis blessed n blissful month. Thank You Allah for giving us dis month ~ month of struggling, reaching the highest peaks of iman.
I ensure i can gain da balanced diet-maybe losing 4 or 5 kg within one month (experienced from last ramadhan),
but.....
will i gain HIS blessing, forgiveness and escape from the Hellfire???huhu...
It's the main question that i should ponder and keep in mind. It's nothing to do with da diet..it's all about our soul then....*sigh* I don't want to just let it pass me by. I want to make good use of this blessing ramadhan, Insya-Allah. So, I hope you guys also have a 'big n good' plan to do in this fullest merits n virtues month.

One of the companions of the Prophet s.a.w said, “We spend half the year making du’a for Allah s.w.t to allow us to see another Ramadhan, and we spend half the year making du’a for Allah s.w.t to accept the Ramadhan that passed.”

"Ya Allah, Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang, terimalah ibadah kami dan makbulkanlah doa kami, andaikata ramadhan ini yang terakhir buat kami, maka jadikanlah ramadhan ini yang TERBAiK untuk kami,amin ya rabbal 'alamin"

~Selamat Berpuasa & Beribadah kepada seluruh umat Islam~

Mid-sem break

Thank God it's Friday. Praise be to Allah, I can finally let my butt down rest for a WEEK. Can't u see A WEEK..huhu Maybe a week means nothing to y'all but it's everything to me.. I can barely wait this moment and wish it will not end..*go dreaming*..(even though a week is like a day to me) Thank u to so called yu-es-em for remaining da holiday till its time..i mean following the schedule (of course not the special holiday - h1n1)..midterm break okey!*rolling eyes* ha3..Plus, we can celebrate our 1st Ramadhan at home.Awesome! ( excluded me..*sigh* )

Seems that we're in convocation atmosphere this week, so i can see a lot of 'doctors' here n there..haha..u know why?because there's a lot of people wearing safety protector aka mask which is looks like doc..huhuhu Good for them.

I was freaking out this first six weeks in this sem. Let me re-list back the things that are lying on my horizontal softboard over the past week or so ------>
^ visiting friends ^ hiking Gunung Jerai ^ preparing for presentation ^ attending talk ^ interviewing Malaysian Author - Prof. Muhammad Haji Salleh ^ finishing my assignment, assignment n assignment ^ waiting for my scholarship interview ^ practising netball 4 varsity team n lastly suffering from sunburn after netball tournament at Pesta Bola Jaring Pulau Pinang. (uwaa..tidakk,, abis burn muka ku....sedey3) Thank God i got a personal doc who's advise me to put aloevera gel...hehe..(coz sunburn make my face pedih n mengelupas) tp..lps buh gel tu alhmdlh ok dah..tp...=( muka cam arang la sket..huhu... I tell u what Penang is freaky damn hot! I hate it!! *banghead*

To my personal doc(future doctor):
Thanx 4 ur advices dan jg nasihat2 y byk ko kasi ak. Its kind of u n i really appreciate it. Plus, i got so many medic's vocab..huhu kind of u increasing my knowledge=) May Allah bless u ('',)

Now, put the suffering aside and back to holiday's mood. *grinning*. I'm going back to Terengganu tonight. Do pray 4 my safety..=) U guys too! Hepi holiday to all yu-es-em students. Have an enjoyable break! May Allah bless us, amin(^_^)